Little Leopard Tote
It's my reminder:
the part I carry outside
my skin
now that the wilderness is
supposed to be
tamed out of me
I got stripes they don't see,
spots beneath my skin
for no one but me.
I'm holding this like
a note home from Tarzan's mother
calling me to the boas
and cheetahs
in case I lose my way —
Come on home
to the dripping forested first
glint that claimed you
before any egg seed
sparked a tadpole shape
into you.
I live on the streets
clovered into cul-de-sacs
so the gangs
won't take over.
When I walk
behind the gates, surveillance
lights follow me
from house to house.
I dodge the fine spray and wet light of new lawns,
I scale the walls
and steal the little flag signs
from Edison and Westec
security companies
and plant them
on the craters of my own moon
where the jackals and the vanadals
and the homeless howl
from land so low
it would flood
if it weren't a desert.
I hold onto my leopard tote
and wait
under the dry brown lights
for my wings.
Poems published in Boulevard Magazine, vol. 16
University of St. Louis